As I recalled to a friend, this is the first time I've been alone in four weeks. Maybe longer. It is a strange feeling.
I mean, really alone. This is the first time that I've had any glimpse of total privacy since about July 10 or so. I need it, I love it, I can't stand it. It's as if all of the stress and buildup of the last few weeks is still there, but now there's no objective for any of it. So it's a wild chaos with no outlet, and a pleading calmness that betrays all urgency.
Sigh.
Here we go, Day 360: https://ia700803.us.archive.org/19/items/Improv8812/20120808185504.mp3
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